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I thought this was a FamilyI thought this was supposed to be a family
Families are supposed to support
Families are supposed to be there
Where is the support?
Where is the comfort?
You’re making me drown
Making me insane
All those words you ever said to me
Are cycling though my mind
Every day I feel worthless
It’s hard to get back on my feet
I fight back with all that I have
It’s not enough
I’m broken inside myself
My heart can’t care anymore
This life isn’t worth living in
I’m only trying to live my life
You’re trying to knock me down
I keep getting back up
Every time I get back up
It only gets harder to
Why are you doing this to me?
What have I done to deserve this?
I’ve given up on this family
I’m doing things on my own
I need to focus on myself
My mind isn’t in a safe place
I need to fix this
My life is on the line
This family is tearing me apart
Without this family
I will be happy
My life can be lived
I finally can be free from hurt
Stranger LoveI am not the sunlit wing-print
splayed out on the bedroom wall.
I am not the dark mass forming
in a corner of an airless hall.
I am not the viscous vengeance
where you sink your spinning wheels.
I am not the leaky bucket
hung up on your wishing well.
You are not my soul mate missing
wandering a winter's night.
You are not the sound of angels
singing by a candle's light.
You are not the rasp of fingers
fumbling with a hasp of steel.
You are not the tattered towel
soaking up the things I feel.
I am the oblivious child,
dancing where the wildflowers are.
You are my unwitting captive
lighting up a jelly jar.
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Bluefley has a gallery filled with artwork that whisks you off in to a Sci-fi daydream, and keeps you captivated for hours. Marc has been a member of our community for over a decade and has achieved nothing but success with his astounding commitment to interacting with the community, sharing a prolific amount of video tutorials and generally being an all round rockstar deviant. It is no joke that we are absolutely delighted to award the Deviousness Award for April 2014 to ... Read More