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You lied about being there

You lied to me

Blaming me, i'm only drowning

I'm pushing you aside to achieve my dreams

I'm walking out this door

Don't beg me to stay

You're only going to hurt me again

You've verbally abused me

You've left me in the dust, you let me down

Its time for me to show you what you did to me

As you sit there with your thoughts

I hope you think about everything you've done

How does it feel to be on the other end?

Your mind running around saying "What did i do to deserve this"

Good. You understand how hard you made my life

Welcome to my life

You sit there, looking at images of us

You think, what happened to us

Our relationship. How close we were to one another

Then you left me to rot in my thoughts

My mind was scrambled

How is your mind?

Thoughts ran through my head of death

Your thoughts aren't clear anymore, Are they?

They are contaminated with negative thoughts

Picking up an object contemplating death

You're looking death in the face

Eye to eye

I've looked death in the face too

I stopped because I know you're just a bully

I know my life is important

I'm put on this earth for a reason

As you look at death, consider changing yourself.

Don't let the thoughts take over

That means death would win

As you put the barrel into your mouth

Your mind and heart race

You've put this on yourself

Karma came and got you for all the things that you've done

I still love you and I don't want you to suffer but,

You've hurt me and will have to live with guilt

Just think about your decision of leaving me and leaving this world before you pull the trigger

You've made your decision

I have no guilt
I'm upset that you chose wrong

But you weren't strong to fight the thoughts

Although your gone,

I still love you and I will miss you

I won't miss what you've done.


As your body lays there lifeless

I was always there to watch you

I tried helping out

The problem was you created me

You went crazy because you found me dead

When you found out, you went insane

You created me to feel alive

Maybe you shouldn't have pushed me to my ending

All those things you've said haunt me in the afterlife

They stay with me

You said you were helping

All you did was hurt me

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Attack Attack!
  • Watching: Family Guy
  • Drinking: Water


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Artist | Student | Photography
United States
I am a photographer and going to school for a photography. I want to explore the world and become a great photographer and do what i love. All my photos i take i want them to mean something to others. Someone i want to put my poems and photographs together to make a book out of it.

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Lokonarts Dec 25, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey! Merry Christmas :D
GUILTY-SPARK343 Dec 24, 2013  Student General Artist
Merry Christmas!
GUILTY-SPARK343 Dec 22, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy birthday!
Askingtoattackmeghan Dec 23, 2013  Student Photographer
Thank you :D!
GUILTY-SPARK343 Dec 23, 2013  Student General Artist
Yw =). Hope you've had an awesome birthday
Happy Birthday Meghan!! I hope you have a great day today!! :):boogie::bounce::giggle::blowkiss::bow::handshake::handshake::party::nod::sing::pat::juggle::glomp::cuddle::highfive::tighthug::huggle::turbopoke::wave::clap::airborne::teddy::aww:^^;;P;)=):D:slow::la::dalove::hooray::wow::woohoo::eager::popcorn::cake::squee::excited::w00t!::love::#1::winner::happybounce::strong::iconbummiesplz::iconranaplz::iconkakapoplz::icongrin--plz::iconflowerdanceplz::iconpyrodanceplz::iconspinplz::iconjigplz::icongrindanceplz::iconspacetaxiplz::icontardboogieplz::iconnewhugplz::iconaawplz::icongivemesmilesplz::iconblush--plz::iconcheerplz::iconrainbowbummiecakeplz::iconpbjtimeplz::iconpeanutbutterjellyplz::iconcakepinkplz:
Askingtoattackmeghan Dec 23, 2013  Student Photographer
Thank you :D i did!
CarIsabel Sep 8, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:! :hug:
Hello, thanks for faving my work!!! :tighthug: It is much appreciated! Please check out my page if you get the time & would like to see more of my photos :facebook:… Thanks again!
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